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There's a time and a place for negativity...

I hate when people instant message me, obviously getting my screen name from the site, and ask things like "so how long have you been ana?" ...first of all, my site is named "not otherwise specified" for a reason. If they had read anything about me or the site they would realize that I'm not pro-ana, nor am I anorexic. I'm not a big fan of large, bold, pink-on-purple fontage.

Or how about those people who instant message or email me asking for The Answer. "How can I get really skinny really fast???" or "how can I stop myself from eating?"...again, it's like they don't even read my website's content. I don't have any secrets; any answers that would kind-of, sort-of answer that kind of question can be found in the site. Read, people!

This friend of mine. She always "jokes around" with me about fucking around with guys. She and i developed quite a bad reputation a couple of years ago as easy, orgy-hungry girls. What I personally went through at that time is part of what the doc's say may have lead to my ED, my depression and a good part of all of my abnormal issues. Anyways... she always jokes around, saying "did you fuck him yet?" or calling me a slut or a whore when I tell her I like some guy. It sounds pretty harsh, but it's something I'm used to with her, I guess it's taken with a grain of salt. I think I've changed a lot more than she has since then, I move pretty slowly with guys and I'm not a girl to see a guy and like him because of how he looks. It stings when I tell her about a guy I feel very strongly about emotionally and to have her respond with a "so does he have a big cock?"

And then there are those people who try to make themselves into something that they aren't. Posers. They have to make whatever they "are" into a statement. "I'm so artsy." Gag. It seems to be very hard for some people to just accept who they are and be. But I guess I'm one of those people. Aaah! Hypocricy is inevitable.

Or those guys who say things like "why is such a pretty girl like yourself all alone?" Shut the fuck up. That's the worst line ever. Period. What kind of response do they expect to a question like that?! "I've been waiting for [i]you[/i], big man. Take me." Please.

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